Monday, February 23, 2015
rules to live by
The day I delivered S was also the day that I began receiving a large amount of magnesium sulfate. Ultimately mag depressed my breathing and gave me pulmonary edema. Through the many blood draws and Hep-Locks I was running out of places that anyone could draw blood or put in an iv. Regular nurses would no longer even try because a failed attempt would ruin yet another location - anesthesiologists had failed attempts. My reaction to the mag needed to be monitored. After a failed draw attempt the lab was called and a tech was sent down to do the draw. After his first failed attempt he secured a vein that produced actual blood, a small amount before it stopped flowing, but enough. He left with the vial. We waited for the results. In case not everyone knows what the mag does other than feel like the worst flu/lyme's disease/paralysis/constant agony, it is intended to prevent contractions and save the life of G. I wanted the mag, I did not want my test results to cause a lowering or removal of the mag. I hated the mag and tricked myself into keeping the iv flowing by telling myself I just had to live through the next 5 minutes and then I would ask to lower the volume. I am sure my wife and my sister shared this mixed feeling as I needed 24 hour attention, ice packs on my head and chest, ice chips every 2 minutes or so along with heat and blankets on my feet and legs. So we are waiting for the results and the nurse comes in and tells us the lab won't perform the test because the lab tech mislabeled the vial. He put S's name on my blood. What. At 20 weeks S was so incredibly small she did not have the ability to lose any blood. Our doctor tried to get them to change the label, she tried to order the test under S's name. No go. The lab now knew it wasn't my blood and I was the one who needed the test. They refused. Sometimes it seems like we as people have an inability to look at the totality of a situation, we just focus on our tiny piece of the puzzle and make up or enforce the rules associated with that slice of the world. Only 5% of pregnancy's result in the death of a baby after 14 weeks. Only 2% of infants are effected by chorio. Until that was my puzzle piece I could not comprehend the totality of all the possible outcomes.