Exhausted. I just want to hold my babies and kiss their beautiful cheeks. Their mamma, my wife, says she can remember what they smelled like. I was crying so hard and so stuffed up that I couldn't smell them and that drives me crazy. I mean, it's on the list with the thousands of other things I don't get to experience with them. I want my babies. My heart is full of broken glass.
I found your blog on LFCA. I am so sorry for your losses. I also lost twins (at 22 weeks from Chorio/preterm labor). You can find their story here: http://xobenjaminandconnerxo.blogspot.com/p/conner-and-ben.html
ReplyDeleteMy heart break for you. You and your family are in my thoughts.